Unwell

My 19 birthday wasn't a blast. I hope my 20th birthday will be better :)
Nevertheless, I felt contented because I had fun with the girls. Thanks for spending the time with me! Thanks for all the wishes on Facebook (a hell load of you), texts, phonecalls, emails, etc. Really appreciated! :D

As I looked back, I realized I have overlooked many things. Made mistakes and I didn't fulfill my own promises to myself.

At sometimes, I felt totally like shit. I don't know who I could turn to, because I can't seemed to differentiate who's true and who's not! Not that I don't trust ya'll, but not many of you are sincere to me.

I've seen through lots of things and am really sick and tired of these. I can only rely on myself.

After leaving (you), I had to crawl up from start! It has been a year or so... Hope you are doing well. I'm sorry that I have hurt you. I know you're always there for me but I retreated because I want you to soar up high. I know up to date you still can't let go.. Just Remember your promises to me yea! All the best! All our memories are etched deep inside my heart.

I ought to be sleeping now because I don't feel well. But thoughts are running to and fro, and my fingers just couldn't stop typing on my BlackBerry.

Oh ya, ddlove brought me to flyers!

To be continued cos' my head is currently in a whirling mood.

Ciaos~
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