i needa' power of wisdom

Reached home at about 1145pm, was crapping with mom & pop after I took my shower. So here am i blogging once again. Have been blog-hopping around till this hour. I do not have the drive to start studying. I need motivations.

Started studying just now during my free-time @ work. when I begin to understand a little, and trying to figure out ways to understand.... customers stepped in. But well, I love to work during cny festive seasons, know why? kinda obvious lah.... Can receive ANG BAOS!!! I received 4 today (: More to come.... Cause I'll be working over the weekends... hehehe. I swear this year economy is really better than previous. They are more generous than my relatives. Haha! Imagine 4 Ang baos contains $60. hehe.

I have this weird habit and i wonder is anyone out there has the same habit as me. As CNY festive season is 15 days. All the red packets I received from Day 1 to Day 15, I will accumulate till the last day & I will open them all at once. haha. Anyone same as me?? **obviously I will open and see how much i roughly receive but will still put the money back. hehe.**

Received over 20++++ (Reaching 30!) Ang Baos.. Love moo-lahs~~~

It's already 2:30am and I'm feeling dead sleepy.... I am going to turn in soon...

Too tired for anything; I have too many commitments;

work; blogshop; study; family; 2 lill naughty pets;

gosh, how i wish i have somebody who can always be there for me every minute every seconds when i need someone.

It's no longer the same as before. This time round, it's another different chapter in life. I named this chapter, independent.

Well, I'm stuck. Hate it when I need to make decisions at the very last minute. Dear Calene Chin, I think you really send the invitation card to some other places!!! till date, I still haven't receive. I really think i messed everything up. I didn't know 19feb was a Friday. And all along, I thought cal's birthday celebration was on a Sunday. till i receive her sms on Wednesday confirming it was on Friday :( and nice one man! the pig went to buy 2 tickets for the whosoever' concert. and since December when the advertisement starts to advertise (I don't know his name, or is it SAM HUI?) he said he wants to go. kept repeating and repeating asking me will i go and watch his concert. So I just randomly say okay!!! ALL ALONG I THOUGH HE WAS KIDDING WITH ME. because the freaking tickets are $78-$168. and when i checked the seats availability in early Jan. $78-128 tickets are sold out. left with $148 - $168...... And i thought it was called off.

Until........................ this morning(Thursday),

he: remember ah, tmr is 19feb

me: so?

he: you don't know what day?

me: I know........ FRIDAY :D

he: -.-

me: ???? not friday meh?

he: YOU FORGET??

me: (shit, wtf is going on??) "paused for few seconds....." HMMMMM.....

he: THE CONCERT!!

me: OMFG. YOU GOT BUY TICKETS MEH?

he: what do you think??

me: dun lie.

he: YOU GO CHECK MY VISA LUR. SEE THE TRANSACTION GOT APPROVE ANOT.

me: (still doubting his words)

so i kept asking him from 1pm to 10pm. he got no time for me cause he busy with his work :(

shit shit shit. 11pm i checked his visa bills. and f! ($168 x 2) +$6 booking fees which totals up to $300+

Now this is the shit. both all 8pm & how am i supposed to break myself into 2 !! ahhh~~~

NIGHTS.